Friday, March 27, 2015

http://myanimelist.net/manga/670/Bokurano
http://myanimelist.net/manga/5709/Litchi%E2%98%86Hikari_Club
http://myanimelist.net/manga/964/Warau_Kyuuketsuki
http://myanimelist.net/manga/9057/Shoujo_Tsubaki



http://mangafox.me/manga/litchi_hikari_club/v01/c001/1.html

http://anilinkz.tv/saenai-heroine-no-sodatekata-episode-11



http://mangafox.me/manga/narutaru/v01/c001/5.html

http://www.mangareader.net/182-11737-8/bokurano/chapter-1.html

http://mangafox.me/manga/20th_century_boys/v01/c001/11.html

http://myanimelist.net/anime/6114/Rainbow:_Nisha_Rokubou_no_Shichinin


http://mangafox.me/manga/oyasumi_punpun/v01/c001/7.html

Mousou Dairinin ( paranoia agent )


http://myanimelist.net/anime/1943/Paprika

and in general anime movies, missed out and been to lazy to watch any of them really. Would be pretty cool to give them a shot tututu


Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Yes yes! League seems to work quite decent now, PC dont crash randomly, league doseant seem to bugsplat anymore oh yes! Good times incoming etc! Updated guides real quick to make them usable for me too! + gonna further upgrade it now that I m back in the game !

Sunday, March 22, 2015




Harem anime sure is fun. That + staying up all night and just giving yourself occasional micro nap to snuggle in your soft nice smelling bed. Its nice to let go and feel cute sometimes. Today is my birthday, its funny that in the past I'd be all edgy and make jokes about how pathetic I am for spending my birthday like this, but you know the biggest and most important lesson I think, that I didn't just learn, but realised deep inside through my whole existance, is to stay true to yourself and whatever makes you happy. It took me very long time, because of how stubborn and oblivious I tend to get sometimes, took very long time to realise how much of a pushover I was. My first and only relationship really helped me realise this. Because It was my first I was so excited to be the very best I could be, without realising I chopped myself into tiny pieces as time went on. Hey you, lonely reader out there, relationship only will be a magical cure which you imagine it to be, only if you stay 100% true to yourself! It may seem cruel and rude, but to make relationship work both have to be fully devoted to themselfs and be greedy to some degree. "selflessness" and "sacrifice" has no place in relationship. (as in own selfs sacrifice, material and other bullshit like time etc, ofcourse!).

Ha benefits of knowing russian, some VN's which are not english patched have russian patch instead. Funny stuff. Never realised it would be handy in this way. Only another great lesson to keep in mind, cherish what you have! Anyway I'll be slowly making comeback in League of Legends now. My current gaming set up seems to make me crash with bug splats quite often, but I'll manage somehow. Time to skill up and work hard! Btw I cleaned up those unneccesery guide pages for league cuz fuck it guys, champ specific guide is more of a build, i think ill rehash all of them and just focus on single page for laning and general game flow ( it wil lbe handy for me this way aswelll ) kek

If you are interested in pretty fun VN, id say try out moero downhill nights 2. I havent played the other 2 yet, but this one is just fun. I guess anything with some competition and some freedoms just has special place for me

Anyway just good songs blasting pretty good morning, snow sunlight uhuthuhtuhthut! Big plans on my mind, but ofcourse they will vanish, mb

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Master Yi
Darius
Garen
Mordekaiser
Talon
Fiora
Wukong
Urgot
Renekton

Keep working on whats perfect.

Its a moving target


1st move trap
2nd move finisher

 OR EVEN MORE AND MORE ADVANCED!


1. ask yourself a tough question
2. WARM UP HARD
3. WORK OUT SUPER HARD
4. NO TIME WASTING PLS MAKES U CRY INSIDE
5. FOCUS ON URSELF FOR SOME TIME ATLEAST!
6. EAT AND DRINK TONS. MILK STYLE?


PRETTY COOL THINGS ( WHICH U FIND COOL SO U WANAN DO IT )

1. RUNNING / STRENGHT TRAINING. JUODSILIU BEGIMAI WIN IT LOL
2. ESPORTS IN RL
3.
4. HARMONICA MUSIC SKILLS or MORE
( BUT ACTUALLY DO THINGS GREAT LIKE Wc3 LIKE DREAMS ) IM BORING ALREADY SUXXXXXXXXXXXX
5. poker?






harmonica music skills
eyes



auto Q hydra Scimitar auto W R
[11:02:58 PM] crowjambouuuuu: if scimitar does reset
[11:03:01 PM] crowjambouuuuu: then it should be instant


Urgot combo E + R ( STUN AS GRENADE IS FLYING )


all the effort is pointless if you dont believe in yourself




concentration + focus training       +  predetermined techniques which you trained. Focus to boost what you know 20x
  most effective tool!

beertech linkomanija

art of war again

http://www.ibraining.com/
http://www.kongregate.com/games/icylime/multitask
http://www.aimbooster.com/

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Quick note

Archive the conversation with contempt about league strategy/game ending by 20min. The rotation seems pretty strong

^ according to that plan update one runeset, possibly more ad  ( think about MU like tryndamere, need a bit earlier boost instead of movespeed ( make it 2 MS quints and switch glyphs? + some marks + start long sword )

Olafs head , dont forget to add that to item sets once PC is available. Possibly get it after a pick axe or two vs squishy lane ( if hard frozen domination mode is active ) But only for that !! not just because!

Dont forget about the, more AD + doran stack way of VS irelia. The forceful all in style of this build path will be beneficial ( just test its spikes first ) for the 20min style!

Yeah and just practice laning with long sword + 3pots more, but get flask afterwards ( but only if worth ) , its becoming more and more just a comfort choice, but not really most effective choice ( same way 21 tech was comfy, but weak in the end )

Push to the limits, cuz 20min game end is pushing it to the limits. Dont opt out to comfy mid late only

Thursday, March 5, 2015

hm

"I believe every word he said, because its exactly what I wanted to hear"

Sounds legit to me. For past couple of years spent alot of times on different and quite radical communities on both left and right or whatever side and well really people come to those communities not to learn something new, but to fit in really, they already have their minds made up on whats wrong and right ( more or less ) and just tend to believe almost anything that that community shoves down their throat and only sink deeper and deeper... Have to be cautious not to let yourself fall into something like this, its so EASY SOO EASY to fall into this SOOO EASY. Only solution is not to ever be a part of anything ;DD, cave your own path i guess



Mind truly is the devil, ultimate cause of any psychotic behaviour. It ruins itself without human interference. Mind and body both only want to keep indulging in whatever "feels good" eventually dragging you down so deep that it becomes normal/acceptable or whatever, you catch my point theres many variations etc etc, but same cause for this effect. In some sense it resembles bible teachings, the spirituality and acting above your mind and reason which in end leads to better results and more control of self and your hapiness / true personal knowledge or enlightment. While devil " the mind " is the seducer of all what leads you to being rotten. But its good that bible and religion was dropped and became rather irrelevant in modern age, it was too controlled and misunderstood. Only when theres lack of it, the need for it will come forth and you will really learn the lesson and its meaning. I GUESS


Btw just gotta love this picture haha

LOL

So I guess me being paranoid was kind of true hahahha : D. I was bored and checked traffic sources, theres actually link to this blog on russian wc3 community page. Pretty funny pretty funny.

Anyway gotta stay focused, keep the dream alive! Hopefuly I can get a working computer for league of legends soon and start training again!

I saw someone read warrior quotes post, thank you for reminding me of it! I love to read through it whenever I remember of its existance. Heres some of the quotes which directly inspire me all the time :

"In the beginners mind there are many possibilities, but in the expert's mind there are few" - Suzuki ( Im actually writting this from bottom to the top. Dont get baited by your curiousity, its DANGEROUS FOR YOUR OWN WELL BEING!!! STick to a thing, and make it YOURS by the ammount of time/effort/creativity you pour into it. Things dont matter, champion/unit who cares! What matters is your personal flavour which you pour into something over the months/years. Thats what makes a thing unique and beautiful to see! )

"Nothing is so strong as gentleness. Nothing is so gentle as real strength." - Frances de Sales. ( TRUE WISDOM MY NIGGA )

"I worshipped dead men for their strength, forgetting I was strong." - Vita Sackville-West ( Never devalue yourself and your personal life. You only need yourself to really be happy and move forward. Not some kind of inspirational movie or whatever bullshit )

"Where do you begin? Perfect is a good place to start. We must always focus on improving things that are already perfect." - J. Viol  ( dont get baited by your curiousity to drop what you are good at in pursuit of goofy shit. The most beautiful things are things you spent most time at )

"Only one who devotes himself to a cause with his whole body and soul can be a true master. For this reason, mastery demands all of a person."

"When you aim for perfection, you discover it's a moving target." - Unknown ( Don't devalue whats good, drop it and search for new cooler things. Please dont do that. Choose something, commit and work hard, its never ending ride. Things become beautiful only if you give it enough of your time, energy, thought. Not because its some new wacky cool idea )

"All men can see these tactics whereby I conquer, but what none can see is the strategy out of which victory is evolved." - Sun Tzu ( yeah this, don't look down on yourself like I did for winning by outstrategising/outpreparing against an enemy. They can't just copy your replay and win same way you did, first of all they dont have all the same experience and thought put into all of it, its impossible to just recreate you blindly. Dont devalue your victories! )

"He who knows when he can fight and when he cannot, will be victorious." - Sun Tzu

"The good fighters of old first put themselves beyond the possibility of defeat, and then waited for an opportunity of defeating the enemy." - Sun Tzu  ( literal bloodmage + paladin RIFLES SHIT LOL + TOWER TECH ) I am sun tzu right guise ? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I have a very annoying habbit of when I am doing good at something or learned a way to play and win games consistently, of just DROPPING IT INSTANTLY / Moving on to something new. My sense of strenght/power is really confused, if things go smooth  I feel like I've cheated and didn't deserve to win, but thats my insecurities which I must learn to overcome! What quotes say is true, true power is gentle and I really need to get it through my skull. I am too inspired by  all the fucking movies to constantly be in a brawl or victory isnt victory ( thats dumb )




Wednesday, March 4, 2015

DONT INDULGE

pretty good channel etc.
Oh yeah nice surprise, the part with clannad !! cheered me up good

DONT INDULGE DONT INDULGE DONT INDULGE DONT INDULGE DONT INDULDGE


if you aint living your day feeling true joy and just possitive happiness shining from inside, then shits wrong and you re wasting your own time!! not good man, but the clannad song sure cheered me up good damn, can feel glimpses of it when i sink in nostalgy kek ; D

but srsly, bad habbits and bad life decisions made you accept the "meh" or "fine" as standart for your everyday life. Remember when you were like 10 n shit, wake up = instant fucking joy, rush out do things GOOD SHIT. Reminds of wc3 training days too quite often and even when playing league in good ways damn man ( remember the lan , was fucking great at parts haha ) Ah even writing and remembering all of this is pretty damn great, im glad i did this ( kind of paranoid these days of people reading my blog as it is afterall on the internet, even had a nightmare recently that someone is quoting thing sfrom here somewhere and making fun of me lol, quite waste of time but sure watever )